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Maybe it's a phase, maybe it's that my bed is busted and I'm not sleeping comfortable at night (could be both), but it just seems that things are getting under my skin alot easier as of late. Enough that I cycle through my "I'm gonna stir the pot!" phase, then go to write up a long winded rant and about a quarter of the way through my energy is just spent, so I save the rant and shelf it.

And I know it's things I should be ignoring, but whenever the topic that's got me irked comes up it can almost refuel my passion, and it's not positive passion, but the "I really hate people and want them to know it" kind of passion. Let's just say these things are triggers:

  • Using "autist" or "autism" as the new buzzword for "retard".
  • Trashing on autistic kids in general (it's really not fair when some work tirelessly to pass as acceptable in society, let alone neurotypical).
  • The #alllivesmatter tag being slammed (for simply overshadowing. That in itself might be annoying but people are saying some pretty unfair things about those who use the tag, even in good intent).
  • The belief that hogging the spotlight is necessary to promote your issue, and that everyone else is just not as important (especially if you're calling this "equality").

I can't think of more right now, but these things are what really set me off. It's probably gonna take alot more before I can simply walk away without feeling it in my gut, some of it just, hurts...
  • Mood: Contempt
  • Listening to: Birthday Massacre
  • Reading: TF2 Fanfiction... again
  • Watching: TF2 GMOD & SFM stuffs
  • Playing: Minecraft, Goat Simulator & Sims 4
  • Eating: As much Pez as possible!
  • Drinking: Pepsi
Curious how I don't like bitter things and somehow I'm literally craving green tea right now. The stuff  drank last night steeped for 10 minutes and was still weak so I just put 2 tea bags in cuz I gotta have moar... what is going on with this crazy body of mine
Render from Short Film Project by BlAcK-BlADEn
Render from Short Film Project
This was rendered as a test, shortly before I started the final output. The full film took many days and up to 8 computers to render, and that's only 40 seconds of minimal animation. At the end of it all it turned out great, although it was hell to put together even with an entire semester just to plan the whole thing.
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Revisitation... by BlAcK-BlADEn
Revisitation...
I imported a Sketchup file into Maya and rebuilt it from the ground up. It's all modular and easy to UV map, so this time I intend to see the full house to completion at some point, maybe even do a flythrough!
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Landon - 2015 Render (Full Body) by BlAcK-BlADEn
Landon - 2015 Render (Full Body)
The first model of him I've successfully completed, although I had to make a few "changes" to his design to appease the powers that be in order to have my grade. Nonetheless, this was a fruitful learning experience and I fully intend to make another, in the costume(s) I originally designed him to wear.
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Maybe it's a phase, maybe it's that my bed is busted and I'm not sleeping comfortable at night (could be both), but it just seems that things are getting under my skin alot easier as of late. Enough that I cycle through my "I'm gonna stir the pot!" phase, then go to write up a long winded rant and about a quarter of the way through my energy is just spent, so I save the rant and shelf it.

And I know it's things I should be ignoring, but whenever the topic that's got me irked comes up it can almost refuel my passion, and it's not positive passion, but the "I really hate people and want them to know it" kind of passion. Let's just say these things are triggers:

  • Using "autist" or "autism" as the new buzzword for "retard".
  • Trashing on autistic kids in general (it's really not fair when some work tirelessly to pass as acceptable in society, let alone neurotypical).
  • The #alllivesmatter tag being slammed (for simply overshadowing. That in itself might be annoying but people are saying some pretty unfair things about those who use the tag, even in good intent).
  • The belief that hogging the spotlight is necessary to promote your issue, and that everyone else is just not as important (especially if you're calling this "equality").

I can't think of more right now, but these things are what really set me off. It's probably gonna take alot more before I can simply walk away without feeling it in my gut, some of it just, hurts...
  • Mood: Contempt
  • Listening to: Birthday Massacre
  • Reading: TF2 Fanfiction... again
  • Watching: TF2 GMOD & SFM stuffs
  • Playing: Minecraft, Goat Simulator & Sims 4
  • Eating: As much Pez as possible!
  • Drinking: Pepsi

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BlAcK-BlADEn
Wouldn't YOU like to know?
Artist | Student | Film & Animation
Canada
Influences:
Manga, Anime, Disney, Dreamworks, 50s/60s cartoon style, Gothic/Victorian, Fantasy & Sci-Fi

Dream Machine:
8Gb RAM (or 16)
i7 processor (Awww yeah!)
1Tb HDD (2Tb is a bonus!)
Nvidia 1Gb Graphics Card (the newer the better!!)

Weapon of Choice:
0.5 mechanical pencil
0.05 Fineline pen (Stadtler or Sakura are my current favourites)
Prismacolour and/or Letraset Promarkers
Adobe Photoshop
Adobe Fireworks (Macromedia)
Adobe Flash (Macromedia)
Adobe Illustrator (not as often)
Paint.net
Blender
Sketchup
Kerkythea
Shaderlight
Metasequoia
Vegas Movie Studio HD

Fandom Projects
Pretear, Zelda, KKM & Harvest Moon fanfiction
MikuMikuDance & PMD Editor

Ideal Destination
OEL Manga/Comic
Animation (Episodes/Movies)
Video Games
Novelization!?! (and for fuck's sake.. I GOTTA do a little Fanfiction before I up and die!)

Art Supplies Wishlist
[x] HD Video Camera (May need another one)
[x] Promarkers
[ ] Screentone
[x] New Microphone
[ ] FL Studio Signaure Bundle/XXL Boxed (they keep changing the name of it >P)
[ ] VSTs (Sakura, PoiZone, Harmless, Hamor, Morphine, Ogun, Toxic Biohazard)
[ ] Animation Punch
[ ] Portable Scanner
[x] CS5.5
[ ] 1-2Tb HDD upgrade for my laptop
[ ] Colour shell (not the case, the thing you clip on to change the colour C:)
[ ] RPG Maker VX ACE (IF it comes with everything from VX as well)
[ ] IG Maker
[ ] Metasquoia 3D

General Wishlist

[ ] Sims 4 - Collector's Edition (the one with the artbook)
[ ] MMD Starter Pack #1 - www.amazon.co.jp/MikuMikuDance…
[ ] MMD Starter Pack #2 - www.amazon.co.jp/MikuMikuDance…
[ ] MMD Starter Pack #3 - www.amazon.co.jp/MikuMikuDance…
[ ] Half Life
[X] Half Life 2 (Will see about the episodes when I eventually play it)
[ ] Portal
[ ] Portal 2
[x] Minecraft (THANK YOU TEK!)
[ ] Professor Layton & The Eternal Diva DVD
[ ] Witch's Wish DS
[ ] Princess Debut DS
[ ] Professor Layton: Curious Village & Diabolical Box DS
[x] Nintendo 3DS
[ ] WiiU
[x] Ocarina of Time 3D (THANKS MOM!!)
[ ] Majora's Mask 3D (JUST PLEASE MAKE THE DAMN THING NINTENDO! GOSH! D<)
[ ] Tales of the Abyss 3D
[x] Skyward Sword
[ ] Tales of Symphonia
[ ] Harvest Moon: Tree of Tranquility
[ ] Harvest Moon: Animal Parade
[ ] Harvest Moon: Tale of Two Towns
[ ] CDS: See List black-bladen.deviantart.com/jo…
[ ] Movies/TV Shows: See List black-bladen.deviantart.com/jo…
[ ] Aeoliah's Zen Peace Album
[ ] The Cincinnati Mega Movies Album
[ ] Daughter of Exile and Divided Crown (in hardcover)
[ ] Witchlanders - Lena Coakley

Contact:

Fanfiction: www.fanfiction.net/~ladyisludi…
Livestream: www.livestream.com/sugarrave?t…
3D Warehouse: sketchup.google.com/3dwarehous…
Twitter: twitter.com/MikuMikuBeat
Website: sites.google.com/site/bakadraw…
Delicious: delicious.com/sugarn0v4
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Hey..thanks for favoring my work!!:happybounce:
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Thank you so much for the favs and watch! I really appreciate it! :)
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yw, keep up the good work :)
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hello there :P
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